And I have been debating with myself for a very long time whether or not should I write about it. But recently I realized that the struggle is real and I am not alone on this road, unfortunately.
Yes, don't get me wrong that I am and feel blessed for my children and for the privilege of witness each and every phase of life they go through. But there are days when I don't feel it, and it drains me to a point where I have no idea what I am doing.
Just as it marks the 10th Anniversary since my BA graduation, I started to think about my life and how far have I came. I wouldn't say at all that abandoning my career was a mistake and I don't regret doing it. Besides I am living one of my dreams: motherhood. But there come times when I think about it and how would it be.